My Crazy world :)  (via bookofmeandyou)   The Truth Behind those Smiles Everyone know me as the girl who always laugh her heart out. I’m one of the most talkative person you could ever encounter. Most often than not I don’t run out of stories to tell. I’ve always been that kind of girl to everyone’s eyes. Only few know the real stories about those smiles. Only few know how much pain I need to hide every time I’m out. I always make sure that I have that sweet smile so that no one would notice the pain, so no one would keep on bugging me and ask why, what’s wrong and alike. I’ve been struggling to be strong, to be strong enough to face all the challenges that life has to offer.
I’ve always been afraid of being rejected and not being understood by the people around me. I never share about my problems when it comes to family matter. I never opened it up to anyone because I’m afraid that they might misunderstood me and judge me because of that. I feel so helpless and voiceless when it comes to that matter.
My friends always know me as the one who could always give the best advises and solutions to their problems. How I wish I could do the same when it comes to my problem.
I’ve always been a different person when I’m home and when I’m outside. They won’t believe me if I say that I’m an introvert because I have tons of friends around me. Unfortunately no matter how many friends I have I always choose to cry in silence. To let my tears fall from my eyes. I choose to grieve in silence where no one can see and hear me cry.
I value my freedom so much but most of the time I feel so deprived of it. I always wanted to do a lot of things but I can’t, I’ve always been like a robot doing things they wanted me to do. I achieved a lot of things but I still want to achieve more because most of the things that my heart desires was left unfulfilled.
I always envied those who could do their stuffs on their own way. I’ve always wanted to be like them but someone was always been preventing me to do so. Life could be so cruel at times that you’ve wanted to give up. I wanted to run away and create my own world. But I know I have no option but to face all those challenges.
Time will come that I could already support myself and leave this house. When that time comes I’ll make sure that I’ll do what my heart desires. I’ll fulfill those dreams. For now I have no option but to go with the flow. To continue fighting.  (Source: staypozitive)   leilockheart:
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 (Source: staypozitive)  In the midst of struggling never forget to smile, you’ll never know how much it could lighten up the load.  lovefatimacallado:
VIVA SANTO THOMAS♥
e kasi proud THOMASIAN! ;)
(via buhayuste)  (Source: icanread)  thediaryofayoungman:
NOTE TO SELF. When you stop looking for the love of your life and start doing what you love, the love of your life will find you.
May bago na siya! Move on na kasi! Every end could be a start of a new beginning. Lately, I was struggling to keep all the emotions to everyone around me. I’d rather show to them the cheerful mood that they are used to than answer all the “whys”. I choose to grieve in silence. I grieve about something that I lost 6 months ago. I never had the guts to let him go for he was one of the best thing that I’d ever had. His companion made me smile, laugh outrageously and even cry. He made me a better person than I am before I met him.
Our bond was to good to be true that I never thought it would end up this way. I had a hard time accepting that the guy who used to made me laugh is now the guy who made me cry every night. It was painful yet I managed to keep myself strong but not strong enough to let him go.
Now I already find the courage to let go every single hope I have for you. I know it would be hard but I promise to keep myself strong enough to surpass this.
Every end could eventually lead to a new beginning. Anonymous asked: My biggest secret? I'm inlove with you yet I don't have the guts to tell you. I've always been afraid of being rejected. :( WOAAAHH! Who are you Anon?
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Breathing and fighting in this crazy world for 18 years.
Proud to be a Scielinian
A former political Science Student
At present taking up BS Accountancy
Studying at the Royal, Pontifical, Catholic and Aquatic School UST.
Youngest daughter :)
Loves to express her feelings by writing it out in form of a story or poem.
Ambitious enough to dream of becoming a lawyer
Just remember this:
"I can be as sweet as a chocolate as long as you're good to me, but I can be your worst nightmare If needed so don't try me."
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